So depressed, i need help.

I'm so overwhelmed and depressed, between the struggles of being a newlywed and now this baby, which I wasn't trying for.

My marriage is so rocky right now, I'm so stressed.

I love my little bean, I do.

but I'm so depressed I'm starting to feel like I don't even want it, which makes me feel like a completely horrible person.

What's wrong with me?

I should be elated. But instead I don't want to eat or drag myself out of bed.

I texted my therapist and she's gonna call me later today.

I just don't know what to do.

I really just wanna sleep and not wake up.

I feel like such a horrible person.

someone please tell me I'm not alone.