Two week wait blues..

Have been trying to concieve for 2 and half years after miscarriage and every month I think I am pregnant but always comes back BFN... it’s worse that it seems like everyone around me is getting pregnant! This 2ww is rough I think everything is a symptom that I’m jinxing myself.. hopefully this is my month πŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸΌβœ¨ baby dust to those who have been trying!!πŸ’«