Horrible person

I feel like a horrible person I'm on here countless times a day charting things n thinking about babies n crying cuz its not fair that I'm not pregnant and I just realised I'm a horrible person. My daughter is 18 months old I had the easiest pregnancy ever n perfect delivery I wouldn't change anything except how I've acted since she was born. I'm selfish n I want more but I just realised I'm so focused on what I want i forgot to thank God for what he's already given me. So I just wanna stop for a moment and b happy :)