Feeling down

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Found out today I had a miscarriage in december. We have been trying for almost a year. The hubs and I went to my OB because I was 2 weeks late but knew I wasn’t pregnant. I got a positive on a pregnancy test in november but took three more and all were negative, so I chalked it up to a false positive. My doctor confirmed today that I actually ended up having a miscarriage. I am so torn up and sad and emotional. I have an ultrasound friday to figure out if anything is wrong with me. I’m only 22. :/