I think I'm done :(

We stopped preventing pregnancy about a year ago and then when nothing happened we started trying, opk's and tracking my cycle etc... So far nothing and after all those bpn's I am officially discouraged and believe I am done with trying. I don't want to obsess about it anymore it was running my life... Every single twinge, cramp... If it was ment to be it will be... In the meantime I will be happy with what God gave us and enjoy my 5 year old. I just wanted to get that off my chest, feeling a bit down after AF came yesterday. 😢