Boy troubles

So there is this guy, his nickname is Dav. i believe i might love him because me and him got drunk a while back with my neighbor and we call my neighbor Joe. Me,Dav, and Joe got drunk while my parents were gone for 2 weeks and Dav came down to my house multiple times and we talked about things and then he cut me off completely. My parents in which I’m living with for now told him that if they caught him back down around our house that they would be in jail. I texted him a week or two ago explaining my feelings for him and he doesn’t want anything to do with me..

EDIT:: Ive known him personally through my moms boyfriend for 4yrs :)) Im in my Junior yr :))