I’ve been married for 5 years 6 years together I’ve got 5 kids going on 6 3 are his so when I met him of course you don’t see his defects or criticize him but ever since we have been together he is one of those persons that starts drinking and gets the urge to sniff cc and disappear he’s gone for that whole night and the whole day the next day and decides to just come home like if nothing happened like if I didn’t get worried or cry or couldn’t sleep all night ok so this has been going on and I can tell y’all I’m tired of it I’m done but one thing I can tell you is that when he’s not drinking he’s the best I really do love him but I think this what I feel for him is turning into a big grudge I cannot hide it anymore.....