depression sucks..


depression is kicking my ass today. 😔 puffy eyes from crying and feeling suicidal.. wanting to self harm. I hate when I feel this way. feeling like nobody cares... feeling like I don't have real friends or people that actually care about me. And it makes me feel even worse. but it makes me feel better to write this out and get these thoughts put of my mind... hopefully tomorrow is better 🙇🏾‍♀️