Negative test

I took 2 pregnancy tests this morning and they came out 100% negative. I feel like I should feel relieved and happy but I just feel really sad about it. I just need somewhere to vent and this place always seems to help. I feel like it all ties back to my chemical pregnancy in December. I didn’t even know I was pregnant and didn’t know how bad I wanted it till it was gone. I’m pretty young. I shouldn’t want this. I should be happy.