Dear crush

I cried when you said you didn’t like me. But I don’t think I liked you I liked the idea of you and being with you because how can you like someone you don’t know? But I still want to get to know you and see if I could like the real you. Idk why I just want to support you and be there for you and give you a lot of love but that’s dumb right? It’s dumb to think you would like me because I’m still learning to like me. I know you didn’t want to hurt me when you said you didn’t like me but it hurts so much why is it always me is my personality that bad? Am I that ugly? What’s so bad about me that no one is ever here for me?