Need Support

my little one did not come following any hope I had.

natural birth went out the window when my water broke and I couldn't labor in tub. I caved and went for the epidural. 12 hours after labor started. 8 hours later I was on pitocin. I had made it to 7 cm and stalled. At the 24 hour point of water the game was changing. after pushing for 1.5 hrs I got told my cervix was closing. I really should consider a c section. So c section it was.

8 days later breastfeeding little one has leveled off gaining weight. after he lost 8%. We are just under 3 oz from birth weight. now I am on this schedule of breastfeed then pump every 2.5 to 3 hrs. I almost always have to wake up my LO. Pees and poos are on target. now I am stressed about his weight and my anxiety is kicking in. any advice?