Just another sad reminder that my daughter is gone :(

Jazmin • Mother to an angel... I love you Adelyn Rae Bower 5.8.15
It's been 5 weeks and 3 days since I lost my daughter at 21 weeks and 2 days.... And I just started my period for the first time. 
My bleeding and cramps have been absolutely horrible!!!
Do any other mothers of stillborns have any stories to share? I want to know exactly how long I should expect this period to be and how bad it will be. Because I'm dying as of right now.