Mental issues

Poppy

So I suffer from crippling anxiety and depression. I constantly can’t stop worrying if my boyfriend is faithful, and it sends me into a depressing episode. My boyfriend knows this, and usually clears it up before it gets out of hand. After my last breakdown, I’ve been trying really hard to better myself and keep my mind distracted. It usually only happens at night, so I’ve been trying to force myself to sleep (I usually don’t go to bed till 5-6am). Ugh 😞 I’m so glad he supports me...

EDIT: I’ve also realized I’m VERY insecure. I always talk down about myself, and give myself a really hard time. Life’s been hard for me since 8th grade 😔 Currently graduated and going into my 3rd quarter of college