Just being honest about trying to conceive ☹️

We are going on a year of trying to have a baby. I feel like giving up. We tried preseed with no luck. We are going to start testing soon. Everyone around me is falling pregnant. My husband seems to want it now even more than me. I’m tired, and just sad. I keep praying but I feel like God does not want this for me. I also am starting to feel angry with him. I hate even admitting to that. I simply just feel broken😭 Sorry for the depressing rant. I could you use some encouragement.