Boyfriend junk

my bf is so thick it kills me. we have to fit it in and I just wish like hell it was a little more thinner. like wtf I can’t ever enjoy it just going right in, I have to go through pain and tears every damn time and we are engaged so that’s even worse it’s been almost a year and I’m still not used of it 🤦🏽‍♀️we use lube but even with the lube it spreads me so bad I split...it’s very rare that I don’t split...then it gets to where I have to stop having sex because I have to heal...go through pain because he so big..it does feel good at a point but after I’m done cumming about 6-8 times and he is still going it hurts 😔 I’ve told him and he tries his best to be gentle... he isn’t the longest but he is about 8 so I guess it’s above average...he is fucking killing my lady bug 😡 I don’t think I’ll be the same if we ever break up...😒💆🏽‍♀️