Secretly Scared...

Emily

I'm currently 16 weeks and 2 days pregnant with our second daughter. Our first daughter just turned a year old on March 10th. I'm so happy to be having another baby but I'm secretly so scared. I had some complications with my first that landed in her the hospital for a week following birth and I'm scared the same thing will happen again. I'm scared because my daughter has never slept away from my husband and I and I'm not ready for that to happen yet. I'm scared because if I don't let that happen then I will have to spend the night in the hospital alone, possibly 2 nights alone while my husband is at home with her. I feel like a big baby but I just can't help it. I just really needed to tell somebody about how I'm feeling. Hopefully as it gets closer I'll get over it.