Okay, so today I've spent the day trying to improve on myself cause I have been slacking and I was on the phone with my boyfriend while I was looking at myself in the mirror and I yelled out "omg babe I got a pimple on my lip" and his response "u didn't get it from me" cause I cheated on him a couple times in the beginning of our relationship but he isn't peaches and cream on his end either but besides the point.. I've always been afraid to catch herpes or anything type of disease just because of the disease period and when I used to smoke weed and drink I would do it with friends so I would be scared about who I would smoke and hang out with but these two little small non popping pimple having mofo's just killed my self esteem straight to the ground 😥😥😥

I don't really know if they pop, I do have problems of popping my own pimples but I'll let my boyfriend do them anytime, idk I'm weird but I don't want him to try to pop it then it doesn't or what it its something major. I do have a problem bitting the inside of cheeks/mouth hard to explain idk alot of people in my family have that habit, but when I do my hands are touching my lips for my teeth to get a better grip I cguess u can say🤷 and maybe sometimes my hands will b dirty so maybe I got a pimple? their two small to b pimple though in my eyes. I really wanna cry cause I don't want nothing to b wrong with me😥 I just need some sort of advice,😥😥😥😥