You wake up hella early in the morning (I'm not a morning person) just to tell your so you love them and have a good day at work babe .. we were supposed to have a hour extra together this morning but work is 30 minutes away :( even though I hate the earliest mornings and late late nights hours it's okay it will all be worth it because IF anything happened I will always remember the I love yous back and forth.. it is really lonely I try and stay busy to not think about all the hours my amazing husband works or all the hours he has missed with the baby that's the hardest thing ever ... No parent should have to be away from their babies watching them grow through a screen!! because of his crazy work schedule. .. he told me that the best thing he ever did was ask me to marry him ❤