Ladies, do any of you believe in signs/spirits??

My mother in law past away when my husband was 2, and we go to her gravestone all the time and clean it off and talk to her. Well the part that is crazy is We went to her grave a couple weeks ago and almost every morning I talk to her and ask her to keep an eye on My husband throughout the day and to help give him the strength to get through the day. I also ask her to give us guidance about TTC.

We live on the land that she used to as a kid, and where my makeup chair is, is where her room used to be. I am usually in my makeup chair when I talk to her! And that is where I was! Then I get the reminder from Glow that I need to do the horizontal polka, the very same day. am I losing my mind??