So Af came today after another tricky month of having all the symptoms and not bring pregnant. Even had two faint pregnancy test. Idk if I’m more angry or sad. All 3 of my sisters are or were pregnant (2 are SIL). Neither was trying. Neither wanted the babies. One got an abortion. One is 4 months. Another is 6months with twins. This situation makes me so emotional and cry everytime I think about it. The two that are currently pregnant don’t even treat the ones they have correctly.

I’ve been ttc for 3 years (on and off) I’ve went from trying with Preseed, to Maca and Vitex. To OPKs to temping. My doctors says I’m perfectly fine and I shouldn’t have issues conceiving. I have a 9yr old and a 7 year old from a previous relationship. 😭 you’d think it would be easier.

This turned into a venting session and I apologize. But it feels so good to get this off my chest. Any suggestions?