Chemical

Just need to vent.....have been trying for months and finally switched to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>. This was “lucky” <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> cycle number 3. Was thrilled to get my first ever bfp at 12dpo... was a bit worried the next day when the line wasn’t darker (fooled myself into thinking it must be because I drank a lot before bed). Same thing next day and then almost negative yesterday. Went to the dr when af was late and he did a repeat beta and it had dropped to 2.... chemical.... so sad..... he says we can try again this month. Any advice on how to deal?