Just a rant..negative comment be deleted

I know I should be happy that I’m pregnant &’ this probably just my emotions right now but pregnancy is a pain! Specially the last trimester this is my first child my first pregnancy ... and I’m currently 30 weeks 6 days , 9 weeks left and I’m having so much pressure I’m over it I can’t even stand up straight from the pressure 😭 I want her out but I know she needs to bake . I’ve had easy pregnancy besides being overly emotional but my daughter keeps dropping and she’s getting so big it’s uncomfortable I’m not ready for labor I’m terrified of pushing a whole human out of me .... in just a couple weeks it’s not about me anymore and I know that I’ve got things for her up until she’s 1 and so excited but what happens if I can’t Do this or be good enough mom at young age (17) and being single mom...I love her already I’m just so scared