I haven’t looked at my weight since about my 20 wk scan. Every time the nurses weigh me I tell them to just not tell me, because I don’t want to know. Well today at my weekly visit the doctor accidentally told me when she was sharing my stats. Along the lines of, “your iron is great, your blood pressure is good, your weight is at...”. As soon as she said it I blubbered out, “I really didn’t want to know that” and I’ve been a crying mess since (3 hours ago). I know I’ve put on weight and I assumed the actual number was just going to upset me and boy was I right. The only way I think I’ll feel better about it is if they yell, “surprise you actually had quadruplets” at the birth. I’ve been having a really easy healthy pregnancy and I know this shouldn’t be getting to me so much, but I just don’t know how to calm down now. I haven’t even been that uncomfortable at 37+ weeks and just been like patiently waiting out my due date. Now I feel like a fat whale and just want to be done. Don’t know what to do.