Feeling down ☹️

I was taking a nap and woke up to my hubby showering... I could hear him watching some porn and going at it 😓 I have no problem with him pleasing himself we just haven’t had sex in about 2-3 months since I’ve gotten a belly from being pregnant...I mean I was laying right there completely naked! I bring up sex to him all the time and he brushes it off and laughs....I don’t think he understand how this lowers my self esteem...I feel like a whale 🙁 I really hope after baby comes our sex life goes back to normal. I can’t and I won’t continue a relationship without intimacy!

Sorry I just had to rant