TTC Is making me fat :(

Nira • Wifey.Mommy.Happy
Ugh. 
​All the stress I have right now is making me gain weight. I hate it. 
​Between stressing about not having a baby and being worried I can't have A baby and stressing about not having a normal AF and the million other things in my life that are stressful, all I want to do is lay around and eat cupcakes and get fat. 
​Ugh. 
​I decided I'm not going to actively try anymore, I'm just going to have sex with my awesome hubby all the time and see what happens.
​(okay, I'm still going to make an appt with my Obgyn to see why I haven't had a real period in 2 months to make sure everything is healthy down there, but no more opks or compulsive symptom checking or testing 50 times a cycle)
​And I'm going to get back to normal and lose this stupid weight. I have a tiny frame, I look awful with extra weight. Even my wedding ring is tight. Yuck I'm so frustrated. The only time I want to gain weight and have all my clothes be tight are when I am PREGNANT.
​the end. I think my rant is over lol.