Me and a guy I was with online at first was dating and we got serious and started talking about getting married and starting a family. We met and the first day he and I got together he touched my boobs and my ass I told him no but he still did it. I decided he probably thought I was joking since I was laughing (I laugh when I am uncomfortable and I was really really uncomfortable). The next time we got together he put his hands inside of my shirt I said no and pushed his hands away he didn't listen and did it a few more times before giving up. I don't know why but I decided to keep seeing him maybe because I'm stupid or like my friends said love is blind. He kept doing the grabbing of my boobs under my shirt thing and once forcing his hands down my panties (no penetration just touching) until finally (after seeing him for 6 times throughout the whole relationship and being touched every time) I decided it was not healthy to be scared of the guy you're dating. I ended it now I'm having flashbacks and panic attacks and second guessing if it was assault or not. (It happened from August 2017-November 2017)