1 year in. 1 loss. Feeling discouraged.

Ladies, I’m feelin it. My husband and I started trying, praying for a baby last March. We got pregnant after 6 months and lost at 8 weeks. It’s been another 6 months and I’m feeling completely discouraged and exhausted. All of my friends are getting pregnant (super easily) and have started to treat me differently, I imagine because they feel uncomfortable. This is such a lonely place. It’s been so long since I felt genuine happiness and hope.😓 I started OPKs this month and ovulated this week ... that should make me happy but I keep wondering what makes this month any different.