Found out right before my husband's birthday I was finally pregnant after 9 months of trying, two days ago bleeding began. went to er and everything was fine. the next day I started passing clots rushed to er and the gestational sac was gone, like poof. what the hell my baby was fine yesterday!!!! I lost them at 5 weeks and am not sure how to go on. I miss them so much. I've been told you lose the body but not the soul... I pray that true. Really want to start trying again as soon as I can but so scared to lose another....