Losing hope

Trish

After suffering from 4 miscarriages, my 1st being in 2006 at the age of 16 (pill failed on me) and my most recent being nearly 5 years ago. I am now in a happy and secure relationship and we really want a baby, every month I go through tons of pregnancy symptoms which does get my hopes up just for my period to come.

This cause both physical and emotional pain. My last period I was so low I said I wanted my womb removing and put an outfit I brought ready for my rainbow baby in the bin (luckily my other half rescued it). I literally give up all hope and it gets worse with every period.

Anyone else feel the same, or going through a similar experience.