Need advice...

Julia

How do you get past the resentment you have towards someone you love for hurting you... it’s been 6 months and I still can’t get over the terrible shit he did for months while we were on a break, I did nothing but cry the whole time and try to win him back, him and his “friend” that bullied me before put me through so much that I ended up self harming pretty bad and seeing a therapist, he tried to get over me by talking to 10000 whores and sluts... we got back back together, I moved me and my son a hour and a half away from our family, I’m now pregnant again, but I resent him and get so hurt thinking about everything he did to me and it haunts me all the time... the way he flirted with those girls and I know he did something with some of them but is lying about it, I found proof he hung out with a few and went on dates with like 3-4 of them... including his ex before me.... he lied about it all, I found nudes on his phone and he swore I was the only one he got them from until I found them.... he had these whores in the car I bought him and I call them whores because they all knew about me and our past.... we had been together 3 years before the break... I’m just so hurt and I want to stop being reminded of it all 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔