10 weeks and I lost my baby. I'm in the hospital because they were afraid I couldn't have it on my own. I eventually did. I have surgery tomorrow. I'm crushed. deadbeat dad couldn't show up for support. I'm exhausted. I'm with other women that have new babies and bows on the door. I'm here to lose mine. the physical and emotional pain are overwhelming. life has to go back to normal after this and the man that fathered my child is celebrating my pain with the woman he left me for. I feel like part of my life was just ripped from me.