Scared

I’m sorry but I have to Confess that I’m scared to be alone. The thought terrifies me and I don’t know what to do to make things better I just want to cry for some reason.

I’m tired of being alone. I will give anything to have someone to talk to and someone that cares about me. I have always been alone and I have tried to make new friends but they always leave.

As a kid I always moved so I always left my few friends behind I tried to keep in touch but they eventually lost interest because I wasn’t there. I don’t have anyone to talk to and it’s driving me crazy I think there is something wrong with me. I have few people but they made it clear that we are not friends just acquaintances. I have never had a boyfriend because people don’t like me in that way. The only time I was asked out it was a dare.

I don’t understand what I could do. I’m so confused. I just want someone to stay care about me and listen. I don’t know if it’s my personality I might annoy them. Maybe I’m to annoying and I come off that way so people don’t like me.

Sorry I just wanted to rant