What’s wrong with me.....

Hi! Ok so I’m 14 and I weigh 52-53kgs and I’m pretty tall about 5 9 feet. All my classmates and friends say I’m skinny and I just feel fat. Especially becausw I have this friend who’s like ten cm shorter than me and she weighs 43kg and she’s so beautiful and all the boys love her. And I’m not noticed and I just feel so 😫. I weigh myself daily and ive tried cutting calories a lot and ik it’s not healthy but I just want to be skinny and I eat like 1000 calories a day but then I’ll go on this binge eating thing and I just can’t stop eating even when I’m full. What’s wrong with me???