Help?

Donyale

So I’ve pretty much been sick since I got my bfp. My EDD is 11/04/18. I’ve been in a lot of pain lately. I’m very worried seeing that I’ve had 4 mc within the last 5 years. My fiancé and I are very excite but I feel bad because so is the rest of his family. And I’m terrified of the worst happening again. I’ve lost 12lbs in the 2 1/2 weeks that I’ve known about my pregnancy. I went to the e.r at 6+5 because the cramps were just so bad they sent me home told me come back if I start bleeding. At 6+5 we got a heartbeat of 115. I can’t eat much of anything and I can’t have an empty stomach I lose all the way around. It’s my m.i.l birthday weekend And I feel so bad because I wanna ask for help but don’t wanna make it all about me. She’s my biggest supporter as far as this pregnancy goes.