So I’m gonna sad about my life style right now for various amounts of reasons .. and my mom won’t take me to the doctors to get diagnosed with depression and anxiety but I’m pretty sure I have them both ...

my anxiety problems occur usually socially and my mind goes blank and I feel like everything isn’t real ... I know it sounds crazy buts it’s true I wanna try to ski but I’m too nervous everything isn’t gonna seem real and I’ll have a panic attack ( it happens especially outside for some reason not inside really)

Some days most nights I feel empty and wanna cry for sometimes no reason even if it’s a good day.. I just want to know if people can relate and if they know what any of these symptoms are called if you’ve been through it I feel alone .