dear (ex?) best friend,

I'm sorry I love the boy you werent even dating in junior high but dragged him along for 3 years telling him you just weren't ready for a boyfriend while he patiently waited for you and then you left it for some asshole. I'm so fucking sorry while you were busy with that asshole that we both fell for each other a year after and now you hate me even though you turned him down multiple time and weren't even dating him. I'm sorry your mom thinks I'm fake and did this to hurt you and the 12 years we've been inseparable we let something like this make us stop talking. I love him so fucking much and he loves me too and we have something and we both can feel it. I'm sorry for being in love.