I have cried a lot lately. I found out I had a MMC Jan 2nd and had a D&C; on Jan 4th. All the sad hurt feelings came back this month when I found out multiple friends are pregnant. Every time I found out one of my friends was pregnant I cried. I couldn’t shake the sadness. My husband and I went on vacation and just returned home. AF was due the week before we left but never showed I took a pregnancy test 2 days before we left which was 5 days late and nothing. We came home tonight (12 days late now) and I figured I should test because I have some at home and AF is still gone. I’m praying so hard this is our rainbow. 🤞🏻🤞🏻🙏🏻 my husband wants to be a daddy so bad.