It's sooo much harder going through a miscarriage with no living children to come home to. Don't get me wrong.. I would be hurting just the same even if I did have a living child but it would definitely make grieving a lot easier. Ladies if you have living children and suffered a miscarriage..hug them super tight tonight for all of us women who have gone through a miscarriage and don't have a little one to be there when it's all said and done. I've truly felt what the definition of "lonely" feels like. It sucks. I promise if I had a little one to hug and love on right now I would get through this so much quicker. I know 1 day I'll be loving all on my rainbow baby and I'll hold them so close to my heart because I know what it felt like to not have them at 1 point in my life..my lowest point.