Do I really look bad?

Katie

Little back story-

For years I've been very self conscious of myself. I've spent hundreds of dollars on make up, but I hardly wear it out due to my anxiety and thinking that maybe people will stare at me? I get people telling me that "I don't need makeup to be pretty" but I don't think that's the point. Really, I just want to feel good in my skin and say screw what people think.

Anyways, a few days ago I did my makeup for the first time in months. I was really proud of myself and thought I looked BANGIN. I showed the photo to my family before showing anyone else, and ALL of them had something critical to say about it. My mother told me that I looked like a vampire who's never touched sun, my nana told me that I looked trashy and my brothers each said some off colored remark.

I thought I looked good for once and I felt really bad afterwards...

PS, have a romper on! Not nude lol.

**EDIT** Thank you all for being so kind with your comments. I think, from reading all of them, my family is just critical of me changing my looks when they feel I don't have to. You all are lovely and very sweet