Losing myself.

I’ve posted before about my depression and not being able to get help, for those who don’t know here’s my situation.

I used to go to therapy because, well my brain is fucked, it was going good and then my mom quit taking me out of the blue and told me if I had a problem I could talk to her (can’t really do that). I switched schools Bc we moved to a different county, and I started feeling really depressed again... and I went to cutting (I’m a couple months clean) I told my mom I need therapy again and she said she’d get it together but never did. I went to the school counselor, they called her, she ignored it, so still not getting any help. It’s been months.

Some days are good, others are hell. I try to look at the positive side of things but with school, my AP classes, not being motivated, my sister and my mom always wanting me to clean up after them, it’s hard. Very hard.