Crazy Bad Dreams
Hey, so I have bad dreams, like all the damn time, watching my kids die in the craziest ways like nightly.
So now I’m 30weeks preggers and we relocating at the end of the year. And I keep having this dream of watching my SO having sex with someone else. Like I can literally feel the heartbreak with every dream.
I know it’s not true or real it’s just messing with me, as I wake up crying all the time.
He feels sooo terrible, that’s he “hurt” me in my dreams. But it’s technically not he’s fault. I mean I blame him every morning for a few minutes but I get over it, and just go on with my day.
But dammit these dreams are killing me slowly.