Anxiety

Does anybody else have anxiety attacks thinking maybe I was selfish and maybe I shouldn’t have gotten pregnant.

Like maybe I won’t have enough money, or this child will get made fun of or this world is horrible, or terrified that your family will talk crap.

I know it’s pregnancy emptions but today I’m just terrified with emotions. I’ve been excited and I am excited but there’s a nagging in my mind.

I know I love this child and I will love this child but I feel horrible for having these thoughts. I haven’t taken my depression/ anxiety meds by coincidence since around the time I got pregnant (I just kept forgetting them) and of course I didn’t take them after I found out. But I just feel.... to many emotions screaming feels good right now.