We went in for our 12 week ultrasound today. I had this vision of how big our baby would have gotten over the last month, and was so excited to hear the heartbeat. With cold jelly on my belly, she started to look at our baby. It turns out our baby only measured 10 weeks and there was no heartbeat. This was my first pregnancy and I will never forget it. We saw a healthy heartbeat at 8 weeks, and were due Oct. 6th, but the powers that be have other plans for us. There are no words to describe the pain 😔