Most of the people on here are going to criticize me and judge me but it is what it is. Anyways I have a boyfriend but our relationship is dying!! We haven't been together long and it already feels like the spark has gone away completely, but he's a great guy!  He treats me well, likes my company, he makes me feel special, and his family loves me as well. I also have an Ex and I guess you can say he was my "first love" and we've been on and off for about 4 years now and even with me moving away, we some how always end up coming back together. It's not like I still have feelings for my ex or anything but I love his company because he was genuinely my best friend before we got together so we're are just naturally drawn together. So recently I cheated on my current boyfriend with my ex and I don't feel guilty at all, but I know it is not right because my current boyfriend treats me soooo well and is such a good person to be in a relationship with but I just do not feel anything anymore. I've been trying to break up with my current boyfriend but there is absolutely no reason to do so. I just simply don't know how to do it and I've tried multiple times but he just won't let me I guess. Don't get me wrong he's a great guy and I am NOT trying to get back with my ex I just enjoy an occasional hook up with him and his company but nothing serious at all. I guess what I'm trying to get out of all this is someone's opinion on how to break up with my current boyfriend and how not to confuse my ex. Can someone please share their opinion?