In January I was thrilled to get a positive pregnancy test. It couldn’t have come any sooner for I was loosing hope. Our beautiful 7 week old son passed away due to malpractice. I would, like many give anything for one more day. That carried me to not delay any children that could potentially be in our future.

What was already joyous became doubled. At 9 weeks we were informed we were having twins. I have no known family history. The emotions ran deep and we cried hysterically. My mother in law passed in 2016 and she always said we’d bear twins. A joke I thought. Well it’s safe to say between her and my son, they made it happen. For that we are forever grateful and ecstatic.

The pain of losing a child runs forever, hopelessness for a life doesn’t. There was a darkness that now has two bright lights.