Love and sex

I literally do everything asked of me and spoil tf out of him and it don’t seem to matter.. when we get home after work I try to be all over him I get pushed away I ask for a hug or kiss I get ignored or told no . I literally have slept completely naked even asked for sex the last 3 days and all he did was turn over and go to sleep .. I’m already like really self conscious and between my recent weight gain and not always feeling pretty idk what to do I’m miserable to the point I cry myself to sleep every night . I’m just venting