just need to vent

Brittany

OK so I just need to get this off my chest because I'm hurt. Anyways I'm 24 and 7 months pregnant. I told my grandparents that I'm going to have a little girl in June and they were least than thrilled. I get that they were disappointed. I expected that. What I didn't expect was that I was going to hang up the phone crying because my grandma said "I'll try to be happy"... that hurt. My parents and I don't speak for many reasons. I'd rather not get into that. They were the last piece of family that I had that talked to me. my biological family didnt want me either. So it's nothing I'm not used to. Well Im slightly Chubby but have been slightly smaller while being pregnant because my daughter is measuring small. That's a whole other worry within itself. I have been told for 7 months "oh you don't look like you are 7 months pregnant." I get it can you not tell an already self conscious person that. I found out the other day that people in my workplace have gone around saying that I have faked my whole pregnancy and I'm still faking it... I'm not. Talking to my boyfriends step mom the other day and she said that his sisters may or may not be at my baby shower because they have to work. I have given everyone a month in advance to plan for the shower and I'm obviously already hormonal as all hell and it just hurt hearing that. Sorry for the long post I just needed to vent.