so i was dating a guy who‘s in the air force & lives 12 hours away from me, when we started dating it was long distance so i only spent about 2.5 months with him in person in the entire year and 3 months we dated.(we broke up 2 weeks ago). I’ve had a crush on my roommate throughout our entire relationship & he’s had a crush on me too. it was something we just ignored because we’re best friends & he’s also my boss. but 3 weeks ago we were drinking and playing video games in my room like we always do, but we fell asleep & woke up cuddling & he ended up kissing me.. which led to us having sex (10/10)... that was a week before i was supposed to leave and visit my then boyfriend, i ended up cancelling my trip and breaking up with him & now my roommate/bestfriend/boss and i are pretty much together. it’s crazy how exciting it his to be with him and i love this new side to our relationship. we spend a TON of time together which is odd for me in a relationship, but i really like him. so so much. i think i may be in love with him.. ‘us’ has been a long time coming & everyone has saw it before we did. but i’m really happy and i haven’t been this happy in a long time. i’ve even started singing in the shower again, so that’s cool.

kicking depressions ass and falling in love with my bestfriend (who feels the same way!!) feels fucking great :)))