Going to start running in the mornings and insanity after or before dinner. Along side with my diet. Starting tomorrow:) 

My family is toxic. They are so negative with how I look. My sister says I've seen you eat, you eat for two people. My mom asks me if I'm pregnant everyday, 2-3 times a day. my dad always asks what I'm doing to lose weight and asks how my diet is going. 😭😡 I can't seem to get away from the negativity. And of course it's in my head and I don't feel beautiful like I used to. I rarely smile anymore. And my husband doesn't understand. I try to talk to him about helping me stay on track , how we've been trying for a year to have a baby (I start letrozole in a few days), he's been kinda quite lately. I don't think he's fully attracted to me like he used to be. I have no one it seems like. and it makes me have no motivation. 

But I'm done being overweight. I can't do it anymore. It keeps me from doing things I want to do. I want to feel and look amazing naked and in clothes. No more sweat pants and tshirts everyday. 

Goodbye 55 pounds of fat. Hello new me in the making.