Is there anyone here with bipolar disorder? I really don’t know what to think. Everyone just makes me feel like I’m crazy and like what i feel doesn’t make sense. There’s times when i wake up and feel on top of the world and want to be productive and i have a good day and it’ll last a few days, then sometimes i feel normal not super happy not super sad, other times I’m just filled with rage and want to throw things for no reason and hit someone and sometimes it’s so bad I’ll just sit and shake uncontrollably, then there’s the depression times where i don’t want to see or talk to anyone i don’t want to get out of bed and i just feel like i don’t want to live. It makes me upset bc the people I’ve opened up to don’t believe me when i say i don’t want to live because a few days or a week later I’ll be happy again but i fall right back into depression later. It’s such a tiring cycle and i hate feeling like I’m not normal because of it. I’d just like to know some symptoms or experiences of your bipolar disorder.